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What Not to Say

1/23/2015

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I'm writing this post because I've been on both sides of the issue. The one who has asked the question, and the one who has been asked the question.

It's innocent on the surface. Small talk, even. But I want to try and shed some light for those people who might be unaware of how emotionally-charged the subject of pregnancy and family planning can be for your average 20- (or 30-) something year old woman.

I was recently at a baby shower where there were more girls who were pregnant than were not. A couple of new moms and a grandmother or two were there also, but the majority of the guest list had a bun in the oven.

And all I could think of was how hard that must have been for the girls there who are currently trying to conceive (or adopt) and are either still waiting for it to happen, or are running into obstacles.

I had no idea about the demographic of girls my age who struggle to begin their family until recently. Infertility was something I thought happened to older moms, but I've learned this just simply isn't the case.


I've seen so many tears shed. I've heard the disappointment in so many voices every time a period starts or a pregnancy test is negative. I've prayed for (and with) so many women who desire nothing more than to have a baby, and they are the first ones I think of every time a pregnancy announcement pops up on facebook, because I know the joy has got to be tinged by jealously, and while they are happy for their friend, they are also heartbroken.

I could write a novel about the journey of infertility that so many women go through, but what I want to suggest is that we be careful with our words when we ask women, "so when are you going to have kids?"

Because the answer is hardly ever easy.

For me, the honest answer would have been
"My husband is ready--but I'm terrified that I will be a horrible mother and I don't think I will have any maternal instincts but I guess I better get a move on because I'm not getting any younger?"

Another woman's response could be
"I miscarried last month. We are trying to heal from losing our first baby before trying again."

Or
"we came home with our adopted daughter, but the birth mother changed her mind when our baby was 2 days old and we had to give her back."


Or
"I've miscarried several times and we have spent tens of thousands of dollars on fertility treatments."

Or maybe
"We've been trying for several years. We've decided that we're going to give up because we can't afford in-vitro"


These aren't random musings.

These are stories of women I know personally.

And these responses aren't exactly something that you confess to co-workers, acquaintances, and distant relatives, so the woman being questioned is practically forced to say "oh, some day."

And even though I haven't struggled with infertility, I remember being so tired of "the question" that I dreaded going to baby showers or other events where it seemed inevitable that it would come up. When a lady at a shower asked about my job, I clung onto her words like a drowning person to a raft. "Yes! I work for Sharp Electronics! Let me tell you about it!!!"

Please hear me. The last thing I want to do is to suggest that we all walk on eggshells; to never ask a personal question towards a woman of child-bearing age for fear of offending her. I am suggesting that when these questions and conversations do happen, remember that your words, and how you say them, have the power to encourage or to crush.

Asking a woman about her plans for family planning is not on the same plane as talking about the weather. It is deeply emotional, personal, and private. If a woman wants to share her plans, her fears, and her heart about this subject with you, she will. 


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Ugh

1/15/2015

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Do you ever have one of those weeks where you actually say out loud "this would only happen to me" ?


That's been my week. Somewhere in between spewing rancid breast milk all over my kitchen, finally being caught in the act of pumping in a public parking lot, and drooling visibly during a presentation of no less than 15 people, I had an epiphany that I have the worst luck in the world.


It all started after arguing with my husband about who was going to taste-test the breast milk I had just thawed out for Sarah. I thought it smelled a little funky, so I poured a few drops into a spoon and held it out to Randy and told him that he needed to test it to make sure it wasn't bad. This is how the conversation went:


Randy: I'm not drinking breast milk
Logan: You're not drinking it Randy! You're tasting it. 
Randy: Nope. No way. Not gonna happen
Logan: Are you being serious right now? This is for Sarah! Do you want her to get sick?! 
Randy: No. You drink it.
Logan: I'm disappointed in you! 


I proceed to sip the milk out of a spoon and IMMEDIATELY vomited all over the place. Alas, my gag reflex was so strong I continued to dry heave for the next 8 minutes. While I was gagging all over the kitchen my mind went into overdrive about why I was having such a strong reaction--I've never been sick before simply by tasting something bad. So I did the only reasonable thing and leapt into my car and sped like a bat out of hell towards the store to buy a pregnancy test (don't worry Randy. It was negative). 


Then, to make the week even more spectacular, I go to the dentist which is ALWAYS non-eventful and have the hygienist announce that I have a mouthful of cavities. I'm practically arguing with her that this can't be possible: after all, I've only had one tiny cavity in my entire life, and how am I supposed to have developed 5 in the last 6 months when I haven't changed my brushing/flossing routine in the slightest?!? 


The hygienist made some comment about new moms getting more cavities than any other demographic--as if this was supposed to make me feel better. So I pushed my work appointment back a couple of hours and had the cavities filled.


Well.


No one told me that Novocaine renders you incapable of speech for 7 hours, so you can imagine my hysteria when I walk into my training presentation a mere hour after my dental appointment and am completely incapable of pronouncing "p"s or "b"s. During my HOUR-LONG presentation, I actually drooled at one point and tried (unsuccessfully) to wipe my mouth off with the back of my hand while distracting the clients by pointing out some new features of the machine I was presenting. 

To continue the downfall of my spirits of being a working mom who has to pump on the road, I finally had my worst nightmare realized yesterday when a strange man came up to my car window while I was pumping. Maybe if he didn't look a cross between the villain of Silence of the Lambs and the "squeal like a pig!" character from Deliverance it wouldn't have been so bad. And if I had the foresight to turn off the pump so the rhythmic electrical sound didn't give me away. But it could have been worse I suppose. After his attempt at small talk epically failed and he left, I retrieved the pump from the floorboard where I spastically tried to stow it when I saw him coming. Then I peeled out of the parking lot and sped toward Chic Fil A to get a milkshake to drown my sorrows. 


But when I walk in the door and see this little polar bear, it takes effort to still be in a bad mood : )

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